I had never felt this in my life ever.I did'nt know because of one girl i can change my life.From a bad person to a good person.As days goes by it seems that she kind of forgetting about me since she has someone to share love with they seems to be loving to each other.what should i do if she is reali in love with him?i know who i am,and i know who i used to be,but i have change alot.i know in the past i am cheecky i am bad but now.I have change and i change just to be with you can't you give me a chance to prove to you that i am single and i have fallen with an angel like you.I tried forgetting about you but no matter how hard i tried you will always appear in my mind and heart.You are the only person who i reali love.You are the only girl that i have fallen for these far as far as a baby who lost careing of a mother.How can i make? to make you believe in me?what can i do to make you fall back for me?I tried everything that i can to make you believe in me but...I will never forget the time we spend together ,monkey won't survive without banana,and i cant survive without you right here by my side.I miss you so much.I miss hearing your sweet little voice.I miss hearing you saying i love you towards me...Why do you keep on thinking that im att with that bitch?I had never fall in love with a girl like her.Between you and the rest of the girl in the world i would rather choose you cause.No girl in this world is as perfect as you and no girl in this world who cared about me like did.No girl is as gentle as you.
Please give me a chance to prove it to you that i love you so much.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Its great having a folk guitar but it is damn hard learnin d chords d picking of the guitar..

she's my one n only baby..i gotta take care here..

listen n looking at professional playing guitar is esay..but playin it is damn tough..

We must be gently wen playing it..once eu have lost the tuning damn dead man dat's the tough part...

Well i gotta practiced it everyday just to get the hang of it..till here den rockin on aawaaaaawwww

*** random thougths @ 8:59 PM

Life sucks without her in my life!

I don't understand what happened to usOr why you have turned away.Of course you are free to do as you like,But first I have something to say.
To me it had seemed we could go on forever,So close were our hearts, and at ease,So much did we share, yet the words never faltered,So I thought as time did as it pleased.
Whatever I did that has made you unhappy,Or am that is not to your taste,Or would be were I to return to your graces,Or won't be if I am replaced:
I want you to know that your friendship is somethingI treasure, and would not now end.If you would be willing to turn to embrace me,You'd find in me still a good friend.

*** random thougths @ 1:08 PM

Monday, October 13, 2008

Deep in my closet behind clothes and shoes
There's a box put awayfilled with thoughts of u
Emails you wrote lifting my heart
Ur words left unsent that ripped me apart
Poems of loveto brighten my day
A notebook of stanzasI cant throw away
I retrieve this box once in a while
To relieve the pastAnd hoping to smile
But in reading ur wordstears filled my eyes
Within each linea piece of me dies
For misunderstandingstore us apart
Destroying our loveand breaking my heart

*** random thougths @ 12:46 PM